Thursday, January 12, 2012

Fertile Myrtle

Ever wonder what it would be like to have two sets of twins all under two years of age? Hmm... this has become my reality. Let's start from the beginning.

We all know I gave birth to two beautiful twin daughters in February of 2011. It was quite an adventure. We just relocated to Germany and I was a newly wed on top of it all. As the year progressed, things got easier. The babies are walking and learning more about their independence each day. My husband and I are growing stronger in our marriage and making plans for our future as a family.

----EERRR stop right there.

Yes, I am pregnant AGAIN. Yes, I know my babies are not even one yet. Yes, I am crazy. No, I do not know if I'm having twins again. Yes, I know my chances are higher of having twins. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, anxious, scared, excited and happy at the same time all day everyday. What are the odds I'd have another awesome baby? These babies slept through the night since 4 weeks old and rarely give me any trouble. Was God preparing me for this next whirlwind adventure? I try to just take this one day at a time. Between caring for twins, trying to finish my own book (yes still) and attempting to NOT puke on two babies I rarely have time to worry about it. It's those moments before I fall asleep or when the girls are napping that they creep into my thoughts. WHAT IF YOU HAVE TWINS AGAIN?! I know God will only give me as much as I can handle, but maybe He means only as much as I can handle with a live-in nanny/maid. Wouldn't that be a nice gift. A girl can dream can't she.

So, that's what has been happening in my neck of the woods. I find out next Friday how many sacs are in this belly.

On a side note... the awesome novel I edited has been published on Amazon. I'm really proud. I hope this gives me the motivation to complete my own and become independently wealthy. Even when I'm rich, I'll continue this blog! Check out the novel if you get a chance; A Fallen Breed by Brandy Moore.

2 comments:

  1. Congrats again. I'm glad you decided to keep the blog going. I understand the break from it though. Everyone deserves a break sometimes. Especialy in you case. lol. Cant wait to get a peakk at you book though. i know it will be wonderful and well put together. Stay strong and focused. #We both need live in maids. cant wait.#
    Love ya!

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